Thursday, May 22, 2008 Thank you for the Kind words, you are correct that I am like my mother, I changed a lot in Houston and in sobriety, I am struggling to readjust to sober living. I need to move on, I need to stop with my somatic complaints and move forward. I also need to do more for myself, and move onward, with work, housing, I know what I want and know what I don't want; I also plan to go back to school. I have some problems, and I am not going to settle for less, I do have hard work ethic when some folks I worked with found out, and my obvious changes, some folks were threatened by it. I had some bad influences, and a few bad very close friendships and some more with a another transgender female, and a gender queer trans man that were not the best positive influence on me. I created some controversy, but manged to keep myself and old bad actions under wraps. I would like to discuss more with you that, perhaps maybe I could meet you some place for coffee in the east bay, I need to make a run to the target in the east bay regardless soon. And I have a few doctors in the east bay, I like the city, mass transit, and yes I do need my truck, I might go back to doing messenger work or newspapers, wish the city has a lot of. I do have a lot of resentments toward my mother and father, myself, other GLBT folk, I tried for so long to "cure" myself my Latter Day Saint past is a result of such. I am working on cleaning my dirty laundry (that I created) , and have become a bit lazy in doing such, and cleaning all the junk out of my truck when I was drinking. I have no desire to return to Louisiana, Texas I would love to visit again in the future. I came here due to having better civil rights protections and being in a more friendly city, were you are less forced to live stealth, gender queer, or do illegal activity's, or work in bars/Nightclubs or get into the adult industry. I am working on these issues, with my wonderful therapist whom I have known of for years before I started transitioning, and came out, I later used beer, wine, vokkia, and screwdriver was my drink of choice. I had a few progressive leads at my job fair i attend yesterday at the San Francisco GLBT center, and continue to do such, I also am planing (possibly) depending on my therapists opinion taking a trip to Louisiana in aug for the porpoise of returning to san francisco, I have found some parking, and made some arrangements, and other things, I need a year and around 18 months sobriety, a lot of my dirty laundry I created between jan 2006 - Friday July 13, 2007 (when I got sober) jan 26,2007 when I had my near death experience and all most died on the pavement due to a tazer at the intersection of FM (farm to market 1093) and Chimney rock I had my awaking in between march 2007-may 1st 2007 when I saw daylight for the first time in many many months (windows are viewed as a luxury and security risk in texas jails, and prisons) and are virtually windowless, with fake windows that are non exist ant. The pride fest is comeing up and pride is a very big time when I usually get drunk, I might leave the city. -- Lee McInnis Gaetjens Ind Contractor / Sole Proprietor leemcg.com Media Group PO Box 425081 San Francisco, CA 94142 mcinnisleegaetjens@gmail.com (713) 578-0016 http://mlgaetjens.livejournal http://s121.photobucket.com http://www.leemcg.com/ (Website) mlgaetjens-yahoo messenger mlgaetjens2038- aim/aol messenger
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Lee McInnis Gaetjens
Ind Contractor / Web Mistress leemcg.com
PO Box 425081
San Francisco, CA 94142
mcinnisleegaetjens@gmail.com
(713) 578-0016
http://mlgaetjens.livejournal.com (blog)
http://mlgaetjens.photobucket.com (photos)
http://www.leemcg.com/ (Website)
http://www.transitioningfemale.com/ (blog simulcast untill transfered to moveable type)
mlgaetjens- yahoo messenger
mlgaetjens2038 - aim/aol messenger
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