Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Yesterday was insane, witnessed a theft and robbery had to call the police for a shopkeeper in the morning, had some guy be a jerk that was toasted drunk was propsiting me for sex. Which I delcined

another crackhead called me a “fucking queer faggy lesbian dyke” which amused me because he lashed out ebcuase I would not give him my edition of the San Franciso Chronicle , I suppose it’s the “Look” I present and what I go for.
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I had a doctors appointment with a shink yesterday, he felt I was ok, but per my docot woorying about mY HRT and stree, I tried something. Furthermore, than I zoked out while waiting for the doctor some drunk lady called me a cocksucking faggot, who she would fuck up who needs to grow some balls.

Another person asked me holy shit you are a girl, another persn asked me drunkly are you a girl or a guy, I country girl will surive in the big city. 

Furthermore, than I rested, hung out a bit with some sober aqwuainces called folks. Went to a meeting.
Than last night something failed and I was inconvinaced. Furthermore, I also had the experance of being again around two shootings, so in addition I had a lot of contact with SFPD yesterday
SFPD which they were busting ass trying to find the shooter. Shakeing down gang bangers, suspcial people lottering, looking for drugs and information.

Talked to a friend in the program about how a lot of people in San Francisco sit around all day, and we need to give them a boat 500 miles out with two oars and give them motivation for live and surivail. Its how I got sober, the city and county of san Francisco needs to reform public policy as does the state of califonia.

I’ve never in my life seen so many individuals whom want people to feel sorry for them. People need discipline, mayor Gavin Nusume has some of the right principals just applies it improperly, SFPD the DA and DHH and health department need to focus on individuals whom are trouble makers.

Needle exchange and harm reduction is tax paper subsided drug use and abuse and very wasteful. Needles are a major public health and safety hazard for children, citizens, Law enforcing, officers, peace officers, Fire and EMT workers.

Its ridiculous helping people whom don’t want any self-accoutbblaity and pride and to help themselves, some of the so called sobriety is weak because the health, public and city and county of san Francisco wastes taxpayer money on subsdiacxiend individuals whom need to be incarasrded, instuitinalised, or other issues.

We also at taxpayer expense harbor fugitives from justice, individuals whom are from the suburbs and out of state come here to deal drugs, sell guns, and also commit crimes, and even extortion on san Francisco most unfortitonate.

Gratitude List
1.) Grateful of being able to handed emergencies and fear positively.
2.) Grateful of being in control and responcabilie as a sober adult.
3.) grateful of being honest with my doctor & therapist
4.) grateful of making progress of being able to move on from prior resentments toward a person whom genuinely tried to help me
5.) Grateful to be my true self.






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