On the end of the line

September 23, 2007, 6:11 PM


I don’t have any faith in myself any longer, I am sober and trying hard but I hurt badly and in My soul. I still hurt often for myself and what I am doing or have done. My soul hurts dearly. The fact I know my time is running out and I will die soon is the reality I have no spirituality. Someone at the meetings at lambda Hurt me. My sponsor is awol, I am lost and going to die very soon.

I fall and leap down on the ground My brains bashed into the ground, not far away from where lee is born she dies on the floor on the ground her lifeless body lies on the ground not far away from where someone who cared lies close by, lee lies down dead the pavement bashed into her hed, dead she lies on the ground.

The FedEx brings the package with love and cherishment, amends and will in the box, and her last possessions and keys to her heart and life that’s gone lies on the desk a few floors up from where meanwhile lee lies on the ground dead her lifeless body in someone who cares head.

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Lee McInnis Gaetjens
Ind Contractor / Web Mistress leemcg.com
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