Sunday, August 24, 2008


Slept ok last night had a pissed off morning, I also had other affairs to take care of, I rested well. I went to the noon meeting at18th and Castro streets in the bank of America building today. te ok, Took care of a few other matters.

Was in the Alano Club and saw an individual smash a window on a nice dark blue Audi wagon. With his jacket and run off with a backpack to whom I was pleading not to yell at them, to call the police, about B&E in progress and give a good description.

I also was a bit angry and spoke about how if I was behind the coffee bar working I would probably close the café call the police and then go make a citizen’s arrest and if necessary use force to detain the subjects. Maybe I still am a bit of a wild one.

I shared a bit, did some more 4th step work. This weekend I need some time alone I have anger, fear and just confusion over christen coming here, I still find trouble finding myself. I do not feel like I even love myself, people have given up on me, perhaps I gave up on myself.

My defects of charter, which I am working hard on, struggle and hurt. I hurt and am so sick of hurting it’s not funny, I wrote a few polictal acvitsm letters for PROP 8 and the LDS Church.


Grattuide

1.) To have people that love me
2.) To be sober
3.) To have clean clothes, good appearance and health
4.) To be able to be honest
5.) TO be able to focus.
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