August 18, 2008


Self observation & confessional


I find myself likeing to be bad and naughty, even if the result is undesirebale, the fact of being loud, proud and uncensored and doing things that piss people the fuck off, get my hot knowning its taboo.
Even when I drank, I liked to be around bad people, places and things through of the naught person and my dominatrix personality and leadership and urn for the open road of highway, my boss, my truck and my way. Make me hot, the fact of diesel dykes make me hot, blah.
I need to quit taking individuals hostage with my personality, and quit being a dominatrix and shut the fuck up and mind my own fucking business, like my Ruskie friend.

Just my two cents worth, I’m going to be good, and maybe change and be more self-policing and governing and doing more inner soul and social step work, and keeping my fucking trap shut!

The other factor is I can be more evil, behind closed doors and the world wide web, with my trap shut. I can do more damage shutting the fuck up. In further notice, I also know I m a kind amazing person whom people adore, just my defects of charter suck.
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Lee McInnis Gaetjens
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