I'm depressed, I spoke to MM about getting more detailed help, I want help and am willing to give more submission and be more humble about it. I grew more today in myself. The stress is massive, I don't resent others or much anymore even if I felt poterayed and insecure and lashed out. But Ive let go.

Its my program, I have a meeting to catch and to hit the road before road rage hits me, I must live long, and grow and prosper and not due to pray bullshit but grow into enlightenment, zen myself and the art of inner peace.

I have been sleeping better and being cool, calm and collected even if itzy a bit, to speak. I must grow the alternative is insanity and enlightenment, prayer alone is not enough, evolution and zen and improvement is more.

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Lee McInnis Gaetjens
Ind Contractor / Web Mistress leemcg.com
PO Box 66471
Houston, Texas 77266-6471
mcinnisleegaetjens@gmail.com
(713) 578-0016
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