12/21/07

The reality as of late talked to MM, today about my issues, and not getting mind fucked again due to my transgender issues, and the harris county hospital district. I am working to seek help. Called the folks, went to a meeting, cleaned house, washed my truck will wash it again later in the weekend, a few coats of wax are also in order, as is a trip to the auto zone.

Sent tax document requests, will send a letter to the workplace via certified mail later in the week, with delivery and signature confirmation. Also will write, and answer phones for intergroup and make a meeting with Nancy B, want into Kathy F yesterday. Called my sponsor and told her I was a bitch, spoke to carter and someone else.

Prayed and pondered as well going ruining,ran into AL today, also composed a few letters and documents also. I cried yesterday and today moped at home, and cried myself to sleep last night. I did not go to I hop last night, I pondered and prayed more. I went to the post office recently, sent the transfer in. and composed myself and documents.

I wrote some PHP recently as well. And installed frontage scripts. I also called Brandi W, and sent a few e-mails out, called the local place for my jumping ship, if Fate carry that out, which I do not want. I am just trying to make it through x-mass sober. And thinking about biblical proficiency that are becoming true to the American public who has become so stupid and senile.

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Lee McInnis Gaetjens
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