I also have been thinking of how a bitch and evil I used to be old vs the new and improving me back to the good church or higher power less evil lee. I at one time used to be really naughty. I would send folks I dont like diet magazines, get on mailing lists, junk mail, spam, email. Hack websites, lans, wireless lans, have their drivers recrods fucked up, have their plate run, make them a living hell. I dont stalk, or harass and have let go learned to live and let be.

I also learned more and more, in the midnight hour she wants more more more, I suppose I want what others have, had and I once had its a bitch to get out of. I dont resent others as much any more the anger at CW, LR and others are non exisant. I know you have to grow, and live and let be. I know to grow into enlightment, you must progress more and more. I know that I am alive.

I also know that I was wrong, I know that you have to let go as I had to with GM, and CJ and BR those I loved, cared for and are ill, disagree with my “evil & sinful” life, or I destoryed with drinking or they destroyed with their drinking it hurts.

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