Monday, December 10, 2007

12/10/07



I WILL share something with my loyal blog readers today, grattiude. Imange my shoes for a momenet. Imnage that everything you lied to yourself, others and who you are. Is who others wanted you to be, iminage god or some higher power or godess or spirt of sorts, is sending me a message. Everything I thought I knew is crap.


Heres the deal, I had two signs of the old me, one even with a personal family and resenement, hostiality, overjudgemental, and sterotypes are my evil and fate. I have 3 signs today of that being broken, one with one person whom I admire sharing something, two with another person, threee in thrpety and four with my family and a coffee mug and truth and honesty which I will share more on four and hint to the others but repesct folks anonmity and honesty.


I shall share something ground breaking in the one of the three or four meeting I regularly attend at lamba center. Keep posted given its late, and HALT (hungry, angry, tired loney). I fixed my hair a bit nicer today. And took care of other affairs.


Shoot off a quick email and off to bed I go.



Someone and folks in my family I am hard on I am harsh and a mean, bitch to as other, past trangressions and resentments, get over it and move on and do what I must nothing drastic, but do what I need to do, life is good and I have a fuck of a lot to be greatful for and I am selfish to myself and others, I need more repsect. Blah for myself, others and the world about me and the path to enlightment


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