I am sorry that you saw a dark side, the other day. lately Ive been a
bit moody and desiring for time to pass. My upcoming traffic court
hearing.
Image your whole life, everything you did, became liked was a lie,
everything you did was to please, others you relocated to Texas by
choice to explore and work toward those goals, and work away from your
prior religious affiliation and feelings. only to be abused, yet your
own homophobia, religious issues, and lie of your true inner self and
gender idneity has been burning away for close to 24 years at that
time.

You are being abused at work, home and your home was violated, your
church Friends you cant speak to due to gender confusion and sexual
sins being of serious nature in the latter day saint faith. You lash
out at people who tried to help. ruined your life, work, family and
well being. flushed your collage scoller ship down the toilet and feel
you have to leave town to get help. for your panic, depression and to
live someplace where you are protected under state, Federal, and city
law you are willing to go to any leights to transtion even to go
bottom out in a shelter that will be safe for you by the laws of the
metro area.

you know that 3 things matter
1.) soberity
2.) transition
3.) school & work

the first two are above all else

Imainage when you did seek help from law enfrocment, you were told you
cant be raped, and I was in denial and need to go elsewhere. Imiange
being hit, and abused at home, and work and not takeing other folks
hand who cared, imanage drinking away the pain, and now sober knowing
I did this to myself. Imiange pushing your postive inflkuances away
from me, and haveing to leave town not to cause others further pain,
to bottom out with the one thing you do have faith. faith of a better
time, and life.--
Lee McInnis Gaetjens
Ind Contractor / Web Mistress leemcg.com
PO Box 66471
Houston, Texas 77266-6471
mcinnisleegaetjens@gmail.com
(713) 578-0016
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