Called my sponsor, worked the coffee bar, cleaned up the coffee bar, a bunch of drunks working back there brought order to disorder, the grocery and gm stocker in me could not help myself. I danced, I learned to over come my homophobia, shyness, jokes and dance in my drinking days. But lost a lot. Not to glory it. I even had drunk in the double tree hotel, and have the serenity more and more.
I had good, clean sober aa, fun at the Houston round up. Worked my butt off the pants I wore, I started drinking in and took my last drink in. I had more clarity, and see changes in the way people view, me and act and I act and find more self-discovery.\
I called my sponsor from downtown, pondering to pain, and being selfish wanted the wand waved and to be fixed. As this was happening the metro police, did a traffic stop, and the person pulled up into the loading dock of the Harris county jail bailed and backup arrived from the Harris county sheriffs office, hpd and they did a drug bust on county property. They jumped the wall and cought their dumb criminal brining drugs on county property, and a jail. Idots get caught, the genius walks away. Blah
Kept my commitments as a coffee bar-tender danced and had a blast. Ate sort of ok, went to the post office mailed letters and bills, checked mail, went to the bank, and gased up the pick up truck. Saw some drunks at the gas station having another round. Uh clarity rocks.
Have to go tomorrow to a meeting, go to church possibly to a unknown area, get rest, cook and call the legal atty on Monday for some personal matters to cut though red tape, ive been pretty good. And keeping out of trouble, traffic court upcoming another matter less than a month away almost. What else, ran through the downtown tunnels also and space sky ways in the skyline dist at the double tree, did missionary work to non aa members looking to freeload.
I also danced my butt off sober, had a few jokes, laughs and watched some drunks and worked with drunks, help a service worker stay sober who relapsed,and kept at odds. Told story's, and went to a meeting also bought a speaker cd from my birthplace, and next place I want to move back to.
Drunks and people in aa, are messy and selfish and I don't have much room to talk, and narcissist. I am happy and greatul and being more open and honest. I also have to keep more commitments and other issues and go try and get help and cut though red tape though Harris county health care system. Blah.
Happy holidays, I might even pray tonight. In fact Ill keep my commitment with my sponsor. Boo. Friday the 13th Christmas in july with jason and a Texas chainsaw sober laughter. I had a ride back to my pickup truck, and helped another member out with finding the hotel after dropping me off.
Called my sponsor, worked the coffee bar, cleaned up the coffee bar, a bunch of drunks working back there brought order to disorder, the grocery and gm stocker in me could not help myself. I danced, I learned to over come my homophobia, shyness, jokes and dance in my drinking days. But lost a lot. Not to glory it. I even had drunk in the double tree hotel, and have the serenity more and more.
I had good, clean sober aa, fun at the Houston round up. Worked my butt off the pants I wore, I started drinking in and took my last drink in. I had more clarity, and see changes in the way people view, me and act and I act and find more self-discovery.\
I called my sponsor from downtown, pondering to pain, and being selfish wanted the wand waved and to be fixed. As this was happening the metro police, did a traffic stop, and the person pulled up into the loading dock of the Harris county jail bailed and backup arrived from the Harris county sheriffs office, hpd and they did a drug bust on county property. They jumped the wall and cought their dumb criminal brining drugs on county property, and a jail. Idots get caught, the genius walks away. Blah
Kept my commitments as a coffee bar-tender danced and had a blast. Ate sort of ok, went to the post office mailed letters and bills, checked mail, went to the bank, and gased up the pick up truck. Saw some drunks at the gas station having another round. Uh clarity rocks.
Have to go tomorrow to a meeting, go to church possibly to a unknown area, get rest, cook and call the legal atty on Monday for some personal matters to cut though red tape, ive been pretty good. And keeping out of trouble, traffic court upcoming another matter less than a month away almost. What else, ran through the downtown tunnels also and space sky ways in the skyline dist at the double tree, did missionary work to non aa members looking to freeload.
I also danced my butt off sober, had a few jokes, laughs and watched some drunks and worked with drunks, help a service worker stay sober who relapsed,and kept at odds. Told story's, and went to a meeting also bought a speaker cd from my birthplace, and next place I want to move back to.
Drunks and people in aa, are messy and selfish and I don't have much room to talk, and narcissist. I am happy and greatul and being more open and honest. I also have to keep more commitments and other issues and go try and get help and cut though red tape though Harris county health care system. Blah.
Happy holidays, I might even pray tonight. In fact Ill keep my commitment with my sponsor. Boo. Friday the 13th Christmas in july with jason and a Texas chainsaw sober laughter. I had a ride back to my pickup truck, and helped another member out with finding the hotel after dropping me off.
--Lee McInnis Gaetjens
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