I sit here tonight, and I understand what my new sponsor tells me I need to be more positive and pleasant and respect others more, and less selfish to myself more. I hurt because of the pain knowing I was wrong, whats done is done, first things first. I received some encouragement from someone else. And I will go and deal with the inner bitch and shit tomorrow.
I understand more of what I need to do and know what I must do even if I have not done it. I must do what I must to get better and be less emo. Blah I am sick physically, and a sick individual in the mind, I have to be honest and admit my faults today and go where I need to go.
Blah. The magic wand and bitch switch wont get waved, if I don't get the gears turning myself.
--Lee McInnis Gaetjens
Ind Contractor / Web Mistress leemcg.com
PO Box 66471
Houston, Texas 77266-6471
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(713) 578-0016
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