Thursday, January 15, 2009

I feel less connected, but motivated, and optimistic. I do not feel sad, or even suicidal per say, more empty and meaningless given my past few posts, I feel un-connected, alone, persecuted, and misunderstood. I miss my grandmother more and more, I miss My mother. I feel the pit is crashing in.

Its not that I am ashamed or a pity party, it is that I just do not feel threes anyone who gets me, I feel alone in agony and angst. I feel lost, adrift and concerted by the information superhighway. I feel often misjudged.

Perhaps empty is how I feel.

Anyway I got a few things working, I also have some errands to run.
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Leigh "LEE" McInnis Gaetjens
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