1/21/09 various individuals whom I attended high school with I have more recently contacted have been supportive so far of my endvours and some also have called me brave and courageous much as my father did with societies stigmas toward transsexuals

Moreover, if president Obama passes a revised EDNA and changes armed forces regulations and passes hate crime revisions. I have given serious thought to law permitting and this is very optimistic being one of the first transwomen to enlist in the ARMY

That's overly optimistic of being a historical GI Jane wanna be but I would love to serve this country even during times of potential global and economic instibilly

I’m young enough I don't have any felonies and I am in prime physical condition and see a few years active duty as a good thing for me and potentially a reservist and maybe becoming a civil servant in san Francisco

More over the excitement of my joy fate tomorrow will bring me to Oakland as well as Berkeley for some necessary affairs I need to handle

Moreover I've thought and had some wonderful correspondence with some amazing individuals on a few transsexual support forums and listervs I belong to


I have an excursion to Oakland and Berkeley tomorrow via BART and ac transit.

I landed a modeling job for a well-respected local but internationally known GLBT business in promotional littuture

I met someone famous today and could be called a celebrity. In addition, I have been recently thinking of my finical goals desires and what I need to achieve for me

I wrote code recently for an individual that needed some amendments to his blog coding.

I dreamed last night of riding a motorcycle through Big Sur than back up north to eureka and the snow capped mountains and peaks and through Tahoe through the dead of winter.

I've become less angry of an individual and working on my rudeness, self centered selfish attention -whoring self

My father however while he may be a good reformed god or higher power dwelling man. I admit I may have misconceptions of him and he is a complete stranger to me, as far as I am concerned DLG filled that role more than dad ever will.

Moreover my truck is sitting in the garage at Spanish oaks. I dearly miss my truck the sacrifices I have made for enlighten and other things is surreal

I found a suburb restraint in the city of san Francisco that has excellent food and dining options of my favorite Louisiana PO-boys down to the most authentic homemade new Orleans style bread

Moreover, with my events I have to do today at my electro appointment, and a few other affairs to handle in Oakland and Berkley today. I also think sometimes and wonder what if a vs. b, and I just need to let go of the past, and move on.

I’ve been reading my big book and 12x12, I also managed to dig myself into a rut more recently, but think I made it out with a racist comment to someone’s transphobic comment. I crossed a line I don’t like to cross.

The point is, I feel partly that I could have prevented my present cirmstances, I could have heeded to others wisdom, but my whole damn life vie been selfish, self-centered and attention whoreish. I wonder if I will ever change, I know if I am pleasant, I can be a wonderful person to be around when I am not being very dominating. However, the reality is, maybe I like being miss loner, and I do not want to be miss popular, which I could very well become.

Anyway, I have addenda and got on a waiting list for a nice apartment, in a rougher area of town, but feel safe there. I also plan to possibly next year travel to the ten-year high school reunion to Louisiana and possibly visit Houston as well. I may even travel partly by Amtrak, with my computer good books and spend time reading and writing, vie always wanted to take a cross country train trip and maybe fly back from Houston or new Orleans via south west to Oakland, I hate to say it SFO sucks ass.
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