Saturday, January 31, 2009
I saw an individual today whom is a Female to Male Transsexual whom I have much distaste for, This individual is very much masculine, with extremely large amounts of body hair and much bigger than I. This individual identifies as a gay man, who likes other men, yet persists in using women’s spaces and women’s places of refuge.

This Individual also has had his ass kicked by gay bear mean when they found out he was atomically female, this individual also has made me personally uncomfortable when I was in a state of undress, and came very close to getting his as kicked by me.

I have also made it clear to him, that If he ever was in a state of undress with me, again. He will get his as kicked, some could call me a hypocrite, given my gender identity, sexual orientation and other issues with “plumbing”

But There comes a point in every gender varrient indivdiaul weither male to female or female to male, where you have to learn to respect others, given some people even myself are not as open minded. Keeping in mind, I have been detained and arrested for using bathrooms and other issues at various points.


I’m not saying Trans-Phobia is right, I perhaps feel less threatened by him, but have made it clear if he Violates my space, I will protect myself with physical force, or pepper spray if necessary. Moreover, he needs to respect my space.

I’ve even heard he has been arrested and warned by SFPD and other agencies of the danger of what he is doing and how dangerous it is, to use women’s areas.

Low and behold the shit face, came in while I was having coffee this morning, doing homework for my sponsor.


In other news, I’ve made some commitments, to get some things finished and make some finical commitments. I have plans to achieve some goals before my Ten Year High School reunion, where I trip to New Orleans, or Houston and an Amtrak ride possibly and a drive back to San Francisco in my pick em up truck in 2010.

I have zero plans to remain in San Francisco before age 35 or at the latest is 40 I shall return to my Texas roots, But I’m only twenty eight now, I might even return to Dallas or Austin. Or maybe to Portland, or Seattle, or The Tri State area of New York City.


I dislike the bullshit of ultra far liberal san Francisco, I don’t like being crowed, the rural Montana, and Wyoming landscape appeals to me greatly, the cold, snow, and winter I loathe as equally happy in the Hot smoggy Houston summer.


Perhaps I am just rambling, but I like small towns, and want some degree of stealth, and anonymity the one thing I fucking hate about San Francisco is too many fucking trans-people, I fucking hate seeing pot, which has abslloutely no medical use what so ever, the crack heads in the tenderloin, the gangs, and the liberal sprit of anything goes.

I like the mountains because its much more open carry firearm laws, however things are changing. I like being rugged, and I’ve been told they have a small but open accepting lesbians move up to the mountains, I dream one day of going up north and being with rugged old timer lesbians.

I’ve learned to respect bio women’s, space, when I cross the line, and superb conflict resolution skills.
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