Friday, January 30, 2009

I Shared with my therapist yesterday and someone I looked up to when I was in my anger that lives in Houston. I lately find myself faceted with 1980s cyberpunk Post Nuclear Terrorism culture. I feel I am distained for something big, and even revolutionary.

Prehaps, My most disturbing feelings, are the feelings of not connecting with anyone, or anywhere, or not being understood.. I don’t feel as if I belong to anyone, or any place. A place of darkness, and pure hell.


But I have recovery, happiness, and some joy on brief occasion, and goals I am working toward very hard.


I don’t have much to compose as of late.
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Leigh "LEE" McInnis Gaetjens
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