Thursday, January 01, 2009

Well it’s a new year, I preformed some mathematical analysis recently about my back payments, debit and amends to make. Around this summer one of my Finance amends will be taken care of. I also might have my 4x4 in the city, and I ideally will be moving up from my current living suitution.

Out look for dates of being noteworthy

On 1-06-2009 = 1 year in san francisco
On 1-13-2009 = 18 months sober

01-18-2009 = I will be twenty eight years old

07-13-2007 marks 2 years sober

10-31-2008 marks 3 years from when I started binge drinking and crossed over to being a drunk like my father

I looked at going back and doing PAC work, paid. I also am working on my taxi driver school. I also might start moonlighting as a San Francisco taxi driver as a bridge to better things, and to work on an ADLC Certification while going back to college.

I spoke to my confidant Tammy, yesterday about the pig headed thing a selfish man said to me and a bit sexist and you would think homosexual men would be less trans-phobic, but the reality is Transsexual and Queer individuals are the reason most GLBTQ individuals get harassed, due to not being “masculine” or “ feminine” enough.


I am doing some serious step work with my sponsor this week. I also slept well, woke up about 3am, cleaned up went back to sleep, than got up about 4 to use the bathroom, than lay down to 5 am, fixed my face, than out at 6am, and there were still tweakers outside and about. I did NOT want to be out early this morning.

I saw Mike on the N Bus as well; i am going to go to a different meeting today. On the other hand, maybe skip one, I might go to a friend who is having a LAN Party and play some counterstrike. Alternatively, I just might write code for my website.

I still owe roughly 3,500 in back payments, I have 22 months left on my auto loan, I also have some credit card debit I’m repaying, My partner is leaving the country tomorrow and going back home so it’s a day to say goodbye, which we already had. We became close under duress and common bond, I look forward toward her next visit to the USA, one day I may join her in her country.


I added some code to my server, and am going to work on my tgsfo.com domain. I may create a new index.html page for leemcg.com as a gateway to other sights. I saw some tweakers on the N Line bus this morning due to MUNI being on holiday service.

I went to sparkys, and had coffee and saw my good pal zeake, whom is funny and also amusing given we have southern stories, I told him. Some dipshit ripped me off out of 20 bucks and pick pocketed something for me, I think it might have happened on BART, its why I keep two billfolds in my purse, a task and procedure I started when I moonlighted as a messenger, and pizza driver but was in semi practice many years earlier.

I have been thinking about the kind of person I want to become, I don’t want to continue to be as selfish and attention whoreish, Id like the shut the fuck up and listen more in 2009, and be more pleasant to be around,


What I’m grateful for in 2008
1.) To have relocated to san francisco
2.) To have remained sober in san francisco
3.) To have found myself


What I am setting goals for in 2009
1.) Make amends to my creditors
2.) Improve my living suitutin
3.) Go back to collage as my finances shift into order
4.) Do more with my pickem up truck
5.) Possibly drive to Louisiana in 2010 or 2011 to visit and then come home to san Francisco and maybe a visit to Houston


Grattuide List

1.) Grateful to have a sponsor
2.) Grateful for my health
3.) Grateful for my self confidance
4.) Grateful to be alive
5.) Grateful to have a plan

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The list for today

1.) Pay bills (online)
2.) Pick up items at drug store
3.) Buy DPT parking meter card, and MUNI Fast Pass
4.) Write letters
5.) Send documents and keys to DLG
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