I'm hurting inside today, I know I am a wonderful and amazing person. Just the pain builds. Bady but to boot my moral per my sponsor, yesterday I went to 2 meetings, and have been to a meeting 3 meetings in 2 days per my sponsors request.
I need to compose something to be grateful for. I am grateful that I have hot water, my neighbor I am really worried sick about I wish if she went out of town had said something, I talked to an acquaintance, and that is a gay rm from the lds church. Ironical enough a bishop goes into the porn shop, and another person I know a mission president sometimes is spotted in the Hollywood super center another time I sported him at smooches. Its not my cup of tea I was at smooches delivering pizza, the super cent I eat or drink coffee next door.
I actually have high standards sexually even though I have lowered them ona rare occasions. I also found out that the nasty ass hustle bar is closeting and its going to be a parking lot cusions is closing in February. I saw my neighbor looking like she may have gone and walked the streets. I wonder if she, got picked up in a vice bust, given she goes over there, or got arrested or worse. The news papers are stacking up and as much as I don't like her, we have a lot in common, I was bad with fear and intimation and make a lousy terrorist sober, she does the sex thing.
Regardless, I have to make my list of grateful, I am grateful I mad e few friends, even though I am a private laid back shy person, I like to go to coffee shops to people watch. I also found out I am grateful for well life and freedom, and well more honesty. And working to better myself.
--Lee McInnis Gaetjens
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