My day and night and birth of myself again

10/25/07

Today I discovered myself and what I must do. I know I must already do it already. So the question is not when, if and why. But why not and get off my ass. And just do it already and bitch less.

In other news, I slept semi Ok, jennifer didnt call me back last night, talked to brandi early this am. And watched a sunrise this morning. Took s a shower, did some laundry, and took care of affairs in order.

I have affars to get my house in order soon this week. I suspect my neighbour came home recently and the papers are removed or what-not. In other news, I acttuly slept good recently and ate semi ok. I started fasting again for spirtual and emonitonal growth in myself.

I dreamed last night something a bit wrong and bad. I also dreamed of family, friends and loved ones and better days from the past. I started packing up old memoies and bad choices. And might start walking around more.

I have been thinking of something else, and something about my family, friends and love ones I miss dearly shareing my life with and disfunctional upbringing . And the future and what I must do for myself.

Ive accepted mental defeat for myself, and decied to grow and proesper. I would want to grow or die trying and sober. Nancy didnt answer her phone yesterday nor did nick blah.

I also went to a meeting brielf and was in bed before 9'oclock last night which is an very big spirtual growth of myself.

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