Wednesday, October 22, 2008


Slept well, have a dental appointment today, was recently approved for further good things happening in my life, which I will share about once they become a reality, shared about some of my anger and hate, and why I left Houston in a meeting and support group.

I feel utter shame over my actions in Texas, and hurt and realizing I do have a chance at a life again.

Grattuide List.
1.) Grateful to be sober
2.) Grateful to have these things going for me
3.) Grateful to have a sponsor, and a program
4.) Grateful to be learning to bring manageability to order in my life
5.) Grateful to have gotten the fuck out of dodge to find my true self.
6.) Grateful, to be able to express myself and be honest about my pain
7.) Grateful to butch it up less.


The list
1.) Meeting
2.) Eat well, drink lots of water
3.) Walk more,
4.) Take care of business and my appointment today
5.) Be a good girl on the information superhighway

I also found out I need to go to meetings daily as a adjust to living again after my trauma. And once I learn how to live I can cut back it also makes me glad that maybe I can live and go to meetings with eventully with my father whom lives in San Francisco, where I was born.


I am so happy to be home, and someplace so diverse it sure beats south east Texas and Louisiana but I miss it sometimes perhaps a camping vacation to Texas will be in order in the long run after 2-3 years of sobriety and a trip to space city.
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