Sunday, November 30, 2008

Slept well last night, awoke early this morning, I continue to grow as an individual. I miss my family, I miss my grandmother often, I daily want to call her, and cannot, I wish she was still here. But people grow old and die, and she died just how she wanted in her sleep, or just starting to wake up sort of.

I continue to work on things and making amends, spoke to BMCD last night, I also have been growing in recovery from the most fucked up form of christen religions, Mormonism. I guess Ill make it here in San Francisco, I worked hard to build roots here.

I continue to grow as a young woman. I talked a bit somewhat, and opened up alas a bit more. I have a plan of action for my future, which I discussed with BMCD last night she’s OTR in Wisconsin, I owe a lot of my continuous soberly in san Francisco to her

She purchased her own truck an 1999 volvo, pretty basic but comfortable. And is enjoying life as an owner operator. She is a good friend to have and I owe many of my positive choices to having her as a friend in the city of San Francisco.

Furthermore, I look for someone to fill the better half of whets missing in my life, family, and love. I met someone recently whom I strongly suspect is an semi-active potential future member of aa. She is thirty three years old also a transsexual-woman post op with five surgeries. She is someone whom we have an attraction and lives out in the Richmond district of San Francisco.

Im glad I filed and sent the medical health directive, more recently to family members. Incase Im injured giving power of atty and to maintain my appearance and refer to me properly so Im not cut up like many trans women are.

Furthermore the prop 8 bullshit and the LDS Involvement in the matters which don’t concern them. Have a present employment, educational, and other adgendas on my planner, I have a lot to achive it just takes time to get there




Gratitude List
1.) Grateful to be alive
2.) Grateful to be sober
3.) Grateful to be in San Francisco
4.) Grateful to have friends, family and loved ones who care about me
5.) Grateful to have food, clothing and shelter

To Do List
1.) Follow up with interview
2.) Call sponsor
3.) Meeting
4.) Update will and send to individuals
5.) Send documents to finance companies for name change.
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