01/01/08

I feel dead in side, as the clock countdowns tick and tock, the trip and leap of faith draws near. And fear of the unknown is very real, I lie down and pray to god, to a higher power some goddess above that I am safe on the journey down below going far into the unknown and faith and love, and peace and joy, I pray for a safe trip going down below, faith and a higher power now grows

I packed some clothes and luggage today, did laundry yesterday. Cleaned house and was semi domestic more recently I grow more and more in faith god, and a higher power. Knowing the choice I make is the right one. I am afraid spoke to MM yester whom I will miss growing and into faith of the abyss.

I also went to the mini storage more recently to pack and sort through things 12 more days to the interview and faith, and I have 9 days till municipal court, and lee than 10 till I fire up my pickup truck, and don't look back and hit the open road of the lone star state and beyond, the Pacific coast highway looming in my rear view mirror. I drive and roll along with pride. Dinner plans in AZ and faith ahead.

I have a few more affairs to take care of and that is that, faith in the white hat.

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Lee McInnis Gaetjens
Ind Contractor / Web Mistress leemcg.com
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