The one thing I want more than anything else which is doubtful it would or could happen given this persons age is to allow me to well, be accepted for my true self. Its more accepting and accessable here than would be in Texas, or Louisiana and even though its rough out here.
I mentioned I saw my own father recently whom is not much more than a sperm doner, he now knowning I am in the bay area, doent want to take my calls. Blah.
In other news, I had my feelings hurt today briefly, and the stress of life, but I know it will get better a meeting later is in order, and try and call my wonderful sponsor, I also took a commitment to set up chairs and books at a meeting every monday it gives me meaning and omph in life to live again.
My folks dont understand I hope my grandmother can not become upset with the gender thing, It would be more to me if she would reffer to me with the proper pronoun. It rained a bit today, I was lucky to escape it maybe its my higher power looking out for me, maybe mot.
I prayed a bit today, and might go browse some shoes, socks, and some nail polish or something before the clnic tonight. I am too tired today, prehaps on the weekend, I did a lot of walking, and ate good and ate veggy at the soup kitchen.
--Lee McInnis Gaetjens
Ind Contractor / Web Mistress leemcg.com
PO Box 66471
Houston, Texas 77266-6471
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